Into The Oblivion

Okay, I've just finished wiping the blood off my hands
And then I stuck them back into myself
Well, as long as I'm inside myself,
Here I go screaming my lungs out
Deep dive head first into my mind
Eternal sunshine
May never shine here again
For I am covered in the blood spots
From the sprayed carnage of my destruction
The things I do make me sick and happy
I wonder which one will give first?
As long as I'm in this place,
Here I go into a beautiful oblivion
So I can tell myself I'm through with you.
I wonder which one will die first?